happy mondays

here's how the past two weeks have went for me:

monday - chill, lovely, organized, efficient, jazz
tuesday - chaos, annoying, disorganized, overtime, death metal

today is the first day back to the office after a holiday weekend so i expected some things to be 'unexpected', but when i woke up this morning i had no idea i'd be dealing with; rape, death by stomping, heinous neglect, and complete disregard for life. no idea!

this is why i don't like to be asked how my day was, because my days are often shocking and my work is incredibly depressing. but i love it, and i live to fight another day. i'm in it to win it, yo. i just want my mondays to feel like mondays and my tuesdays to feel like tuesdays. it's messing with my mind, because a "chill" monday is life out-of-order, well, at least my life. i mean, really, there's a reason we find the band name "happy mondays" to be incredibly ironic: